FINALLY, they choose me. Such like dream come true. Honestly, I was a big surprise. I know myself. I know what they ask me. I'm sure can't make them satisfy. As I told before (read: Ten Days to Kill), it's about my poor English. How do I can give my best if there is a big wall that I can pass trough? Sorry, I mean it's hard to pass trough. Imagine that this work just needs my mother tongue. It will be easier, isn't it? But anyway, how can we grow more and more if life just offers us an easy stuff to play. Maybe God must put the chosen one in a more difficult situation to push them higher. Even I realize that in some situation, sometimes life push us in a hard position that can losing our mind.
Back to what we call "our dream", what do you think about destiny? What we get is what we ought to get. One time, a secretary of the project told me that no one from all candidates that apply for my job position does qualify. See?! How come they eventually choose me? Life has just shown me the serious funny logic. What you calculate (with your genius brain) doesn't mean will give you the same result in the end, in our unpredictable life. God has shown that there is the anti-mainstream story to be played. He likes going to say, "Put off your logic to get more amazing things that you can imagine before". Yea.. you and I have two tools: logic and faith. Sadly, the first one still becomes my favorite instrument. That's why sometimes I feel heaven laugh at me. @aswan
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